Akhirnya, Perasaan Homesick Itu Datang Juga

Oke..setelah sekian lama, akhirnya gue nge-blog lagi. Gue udah gak tahan buat gak nge-blog. Ahhh rasanya pengen teriak, pengen nangis TT_TT ahhhh maaf dehhh kalo lebay, tapi gue lagi homesick tingkat dewa bujana banget ini ya Allah. Hm…kenapa gue bisa homesick?

Semuanya berawal dari….

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya setelah perjuangan yang luar biasa berat, kurang lebih 2 tahun-an, gue akhirnya mendapatkan universitas yang tidak pernah terbayangkan di benak gue sebelumnya, yaitu UNDIP. Gue bukannya meng-underestimate UNDIP, gue gak nyesel kok masuk UNDIP, Alhamdulillah gue bersyukur banget kok masuk sini, pertama sih...karena disini udah ada kakak dan sodara. Kakak udah semester 5 dan sodara udah semester 3. Ngerasa jadi ada yang bisa ngelindungin lah. Yang kedua, Alhamdulillah lagi, disini orangnya baik-baik semua. Apa mungkin karena ini fakultas teknik (oh ya Alhamdulillah gue keterimanya di teknik planologi), dimana, di fakultas teknik gak kenal yang namanya lo-lo gue-gue, karena di universitas manapun, fakultas teknik dituntut harus kompak kan?

Tapi….gue tetep aja homesick. Homesick banget…awal-awal minggu kemaren, gue homesick karena kangen sama orang tua. Bangun tidur aja rasanya masih suka kaget karena udah bukan bangun di kamar sendiri lagi. Waktu awal-awal kalo ada telfon bahkan video call dari mama, males gue angkat, soalnya kalo denger suara dia, bawaannya malahan jadi sedih dan ujung-ujungnya malahan nangis. Tapi Alhamdulillah, setelah beberapa hari, gue mulai coba buat nahan diri. Ditambah, sekarang orang tua gue lagi pada naik haji. Awalnya gue masih ngarepin seengaknya setiap hari di sms sekali aja sama mama, dan minimal 3 hari sekali ditelfon, tapi disini, ada temen gue yang orang tuanya lagi naik haji juga, namanya Tazri, dari Bekasi, dan ceritanya dia itu gak tau kenapa, ngena lah. Dia bilang, semenjak masuk Mekkah ibunya udah gak pernah sms dia lagi, soalnya ibunya mau fokus ibadah. Semenjak itu, gue langsung ngerasa gak enak minta mama buat terus sms dan coba nelfon gue yang nelfon 15 menit aja pasti udah ngabisin pulsa beratus-ratus ribu, gue juga gak mau ganggu ibadah orang tua gue jadi gak bisa khusyuk dan gak ngedapetin pahala dari ibadah haji yang seutuhnya  karena harus mikirin gue disini.

Nah, gue kira, masalah homesick gue jadinya udah terselesaikan. Ternyata enggak TT_TT, malahan makin parah ya Allah. Ini semua berawal karena Olda. Demi, gak ngerti lagi seberapa sayangnya aku sama tuh anak. Ya Allah, sebenernya gue juga Alhamdulillah gak pernah lost contact sama temen-temen gue waktu dulu, dari jaman smp sampe sma. Walaupun chat nya gak frequent, masih chat lah seengaknya sama mereka, nanya kabar mereka di kuliah mereka masing-masing dan cerita-cerita. Tapi…..ininih…karena si Olda ini nih…kenapa harus ngirim vn vn segala sih daa TT_TT. Kita tuh belom sempet perpisahan waktu itu. Olda sama gue tuh udah mulai deket sejak kelas 9 smp, nah kita di kelas ( punya beberapa temen deket juga, siva,alda,ulfa) niatnya sebelum pada mulai sibuk sama dunia kuliah masing-masing, kita mau ketemuan buat yaa kayak perpisahan kecil-kecillan lah. Tapi semuanya gagal, soalnya UI (Alhamdulillah Olda sama Alda keterima di UI Teknik Industri sama Manajemen), bener-bener udah sibuk dari jaman rekiplik. Ya Allah..pengen ketemu mereka lagi ya Allah………..

Gak cuman Olda aja. Gue juga jadi kangen pengen ketemu lagi sama temen-temen gila semasa SMA gue. Zhafira,eka…gila tuh dua orang..kita selalu bikin dunia yang cuman kita bertiga doang yang ngerti, yang lainnya serasa numpang nge-kos doang dirumah nenek. Nonton film dikelas, cerita-cerita heboh-heboh sama Ambar sama Cumi, curhat tentang….yaaa taulah masa remaja anak sekarang, sama mereka. Gaje-gaje-an bareng sama patul,ilcong sama opal. 3 cowok tergila yang pernah gue kenal, paling gila sih kalo patul sama ilcong udah berkombinasi sih, opal mah yaa numpang nge-kos aja. Trus ngecengin ketua rohis yang memiliki ganteng dan kharisma yang sangat dirahmati Allah, mas goci!!!. Ahh jadi kangen juga sama mas goci. Sebenernya waktu itu kita ngecengin mas goci cuman karna salah satu sohib gue yang namanya tidak boleh disebut (heheehee kasian diaa nanti namanya tercemar), suka abis-abissan sama tuh orang, jadi kita suka manas-manassin dia deh heheheee, ehhh tapi malah jadi keterusan keenakkan ngecenginnya hehehee ^^v. Trus kangen juga sama mas agan cokiber firas yang selalu mendapatkan kepercayaan mendapatkan angket terganteng seangkatan secara terus menerus. Tapi aslinya…sifatnya tidak terlalu mencerminkan mukanya sayangnya..koplak dia jadi orang. Kangen sama Febby, sang nenek lovers…yang selalu diam-diam, tapi selalu mengikuti nenek kemanapun nenek pergi (nenek itu tyas, hehehee), dan lain-lainnya!!!!!Gak semuanya disebut, bukan berarti gak kangen sama mereka!!!kangen banget juga!!!temen-temen gila dan seperjuangan dari kelas 10, kelas 11, semuanya ya Allah!!

Beberapa kumpulan foto-foto gue sama temen-temen semasa SMA

DDT!!

basboh!

basboh!!

temen gila banget ngebolang ke blok-m
bareng eh jadi beralay ria berphoto box bareng

the best <3

sama adek ketemu gede {}

Temen terbaik pas kelas 3!!

immersion program ke Singapore

basboh di ultah adnin, adnin bisa ultah {}

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ultah tyas beserta surprisenya yang sukses ^^

In conclusion, there's no word that could describe how much I miss all of you guys. Makin-makin sukses ya kalian di kuliah. Kita semua pasti bakal sukses bareng-bareng!!

One of My Best Week

So readers. Last week has been quite the best week so far for me!! Because so many wonderful things happened like

FIRST!!!

                Exo is officially back!!! My Chanyeol is back and guys, I swear to God, his new hairstyle is the best one so far!!! With bang and kinda bad boy look, BAM!!! I’m dead everytime I saw his performance on Growl MV. And on the MV..He’s wearing a suit!!!! A grey suit and for God sake, I always fallin love with Korean boys who’s wearing suit. Their flawless skin, with their gorgeous height and weight. What a perfect combination. Guys….honestly I kinda scared if I’ll be dragging too far and drowning too deep with Chanyeol thing..but I can’t help it T_T. You know I’ve ever like someone back there. He used to be my class captain when I was on my *pippp* grade (not ready to expose it to the world). And I met him again finally after more than 1 year I just could saw him secretly in distance. But I wasn’t feel anything special. Just happy overload, but when I got home, and did my thing again (fangirling over chanyeol) and BAM!!! Feels like I’ve being hypnotized and forgot everything that just happened and once again, in my world there are only three boys: my dad, our prophet (Muhammad SAW) and Park Chanyeol! Yes!!! I swear!!! since I went crazy over him, my life is a mess, just one day without fangirling over him, will be a suck day. Hah…and of course that kinda bother me because I have to focus studying and stop fangirling!

SECOND!!!!

                Last Thursday, my 10^th grade classmate breakfasting together!! And I think that was the best breakfasting that ever happened for this Ramadhan moment. My 10^th grade moment was the best time of my high school life. I surrounded with bunch of people that kinda same with my personality. Just like one of my friend said, I wasn’t being picky. But just I couldn’t fit with a particular type of people. I have tried my best to blend in but never successed. I don’t know why, at first I always thought is there something wrong me? I don’t wannabe such a picky person. I wanna have many friends of any kind of type of people. But…hah….oke…at least that dark period finally over. And finally I can Loling without have to fake it. And the best part is...I finally could met someone that I seriously think that person would not actually coming. That person presence always brighten up the atmosphere because seriously that person is such a brilliant joker! The funniest person I’ve ever met!! And to fill the night after we ate our dinner, we played a game called concentration. Everyone who attended joined the game!! So much fun!! So in the game we have to call our name with someone else’s name like “dina puput” and Puput, name that I just called must answer the call with say her name with someone else’s name like “puput buti”. But if puput call dina’s name again or need a time to think to say other’s name she will get a dare punishment! Ahhhh what a lovely day what a lovely day what a lovely dayyy!!

THIRD!!

                On Friday. Another best thing happened. First, so like what I have told you on my past post, about my dream. I want to continue my study abroad to Singapore with getting scholarship. And of course it means, good at English is a must. Getting TOEFL or IELTS score as high as possible is the only choice that I have. So I decided to take an English course. To take IELTS preparation class. But I have to pass the placement test first with a good score if I want to join that class. I was scared at first because last year I did the same thing, to enroll the TOEFL preparation class in other English course. But I failed. I afraid to failed for the second time because I don’t have much time left. If I failed, I have to attend the regular class first that take more than 5 months but I only have 6 months left. And some people said, this institution is one of the best. So many people recommended this course to me. And the tuition actually is not really expensive, not like the other one who costs more than 8 million, when I heard the costs is 8 million, all I could think of is just my parents’ face. But Alhamdulillahirobbil ‘alaminn I passed the test!!!! Bismillah ya Allah ya rob!!! Thank you so much for all the bless. I’ll try my best to keep studying and fighting!! (actually today I have to study, but….oke…after I post this, I will do my homework first till all of them are finish so next time I’ll study hard!! Even when I have to take 24 hours!!!*on fire*)

                And in the evening. I breakfasting with some of junior high school closest friends. Actually just with Olda and Siva. At first Alda said she would come but then just 1 day before the D-day, she said she have to go to Bandung!! And Ulfa, she said she had to go somewhere too. So it was kinda a quite meeting because just three of us who’d came. But I still have a great time. Olda…hah………I already get bored with seing her face. HAHAAAAAA KIDDING MY BRO!!! MY BELOVED BRO!!!! But I just met her I think last month so met her wasn’t really special. I MEAN LIKE NOTHING WON’T CHANGE MUCH JUST AFTER  A MONTH RIGHTT? If she finally be an exotic or at least be more appreciate with exo..well….I maybe I will make the Oldakudilada 2 post. Hehehee…hah……she’s such one of the bestfriend I’ve ever met. We totally syncronize well. We kinda have the same way of thingking same of act, same of…I don’t know, MANY THINGS!!!! Oke…enough with Olda thing -_-. And then Siva…….hah……my chatting while learning friend. You know what, when were on the 9^th grade, I used to always study together with her through bbm. Hah…….. I missed her a lot!! And she’s my one of the best partner when it comes to fangirling! She’s not like Olda who’s always mocking other people’s bias or just keep stick with 1 bias uhhhhh so boring :p. But siva (I called her Ciba actually) never mocking my idol’s but sometimes worst, fangirling over my idol ( but in a “bad way” of fangirling), and she as lots of idol so not a doubt that she likes my idol too even just a little so we can fangirling together. Ahhhhh what a wonderful person <3. We took so many crazy pictures together :D but unfortunately siva haven't uploaded all the photos yet U_U I don't have any pictures to show you,hah...but maybe next post?because I think I wanna post something about my junior high school's life next time. So I think that's all for today :D

Ahhhhh what a long post and what a lovely week!!! Thank you for read my blog

X.O.X.O

D.L.