My First Post

Hi my name is Dina Labiba!!!!finally after so many years I ignored my blog and now I feel like I wanna write something again, so I start a new one and HERE I AM :DD please like my blog ;))

So....this is my problem right now.tomorrow I will leave Indonesia and go to other countries without my parents, without MY MOM....ya Allah....how can I survive....I get homesick easily.....I know this is exactly what I want. Travelling to other country like what my sister did last year. You know my sister went to Europe and I stucked at home imagining she's playing on the snow, having fun in Disneyland Paris, and finallly could see Eiffel Tower while me...just crying alone at home and I didn't went anywhere...just surfing.....on the internet.....I hate her for sure.....

Now Alhamdulillah I got my chances, even better I wll visit NTU, one of the university that always been one of my dream university. Yup my dream universities are NTU and NUS. Both of them located in Singapore, I'm on my second year already, just 1 year left before I go to college. Go to NTU and NUS always have been my dream. I'm going crazy about those university, I want to get my bachelor degree from one of those two universities so damn crazy....I know my dream is such a hard one, but seriously I want to make it come true, I want to make my mom happy. I want to go there through scholarship so I won't burden my parents. and I got a chance to visit one of my dream university,but now just a day before I leave, I'm afraid, not exciting....I'm afraid I'll go there without my mom, it means.....I'm not ready to live without her...but...just 1 year left before college time comes, and I'm still not ready yet to live without my mom..ya Allah what should I do T_T

and there's another problem, on my trip, I will go to Singapore's public school and be a student for 2 to 3 days. Gosh!!!!!!!i'm not really good at making new friends...I'm not good to make a good and long conversation, even just 2-3 days, just stil.....you have to go to school where you know nobody even your nationalities are different, you're the difference one. Ya Allah....I'm afraid....

AHHHHHHH WISH ME TONS OF LUCK!!!!!

Thank you for even take your time to read my story....love you a lot...XOXO

D.L.




*hehehe......with chanyeol's pictures on my diary I just hope after I wrote this, I'll feel better then ever and those things that I just wrote won't be a problem anymore AAMIINN!!!love you chanyeol oppa