My second post for today is...
Guys, do you have any sisters? Older sister? Today I wanna
tell you about my sister
Actually we’re not really close. I don’t know why. Maybe
because we don’t have such a thing in common, we barely sharing our story and
other things that siblings should do. We even never fight again, or just
bickering, we didn’t do those things since we grew up. When we were a little,
we fought a lot and I think that made us became closer at that time. But ever since
we grew up. We became really different person. Like for example: She likes 1 I like 2. One day, I
ever watched a tv show about Korean, but She was mocking it!!! Like in a
serious way!! AHHH I hate that for sure!! And I ever watched Korean drama on tv
and then she coldly said, “change the channel”. WHAT?? WHO ARE YOU?? MY MOM??
I think she worse than my mom. She acts like a big woman. She
always told me to do things. Even my mom never really did the same thing. When
I woke up late, she always told me to take a shower first. My mom never told me
to do so. Infact when she’s the one who woke up late, I never feel bothered to
make her take a shower first!! And she’s always preach me to do this, to do
that, and this, and that and this and that and so many things!!ARGH!!
She’s such a quite and I don’t know,maybe hidden person. She has her first boyfriend
right now and I just knew it when one of my cousin already knew it since it was
started?? And I just knew it from my own inverstigation, not by her story. What
kind of sister is she? She didn’t consider me as her sister? Am I a stranger?
Ahhhhhh it hurt a lot!!! I hate it!!!!
And then…..she’s so freaking beautiful. Believe me guys.
Totally different from me. Everyone who already knew my sister would be like
“din, your sister so gorgeous”, but no one never said that to me. I don’t
really care much about it actually. I’m not such a -want to look pretty and
perfect- kinda person. But sometimes it bugged me a lot. Since I was a kid,
when we were walked or went somewhere together, everyone would said
“Nabila…you’re so pretty”,”wow….this one is really beautiful (pointing my
sister)”,”you look like an actrees”,”you’re so gorgeous”, and so on and so on
and so on. But me who was standing right next to her, I think I was invicible.
No one even care to recognize me. Oh my god, yeahh maybe, because…that
beautiful person has a younger sister like me? AHHHHH I know I shouldn’t be
like this!!!!!! But this kind of treatment, I still have this kind of treatment
till right now!!! Ya Allah…I don’t wannabe like this. She’s my only older
sister Ya Allah…astaghfirullah…
And you should know, the amount of meal that she had a day?
If I had for example
Mine
Hers
Yup!HAHA I know. But seriously guys I’m not exaggerating things. Many people, almost most people who know me they all would say I have such a huge appetite. Really huge. But my sister. She’s always having a meal with that amount of meal? Are you really enough with that? I can hear your stomache growling seriously!! Hah…….I know now her body just so perfect, tall and slim. But…like what Jennifer Lawrence said “oh yeah nothing taste better than skinny, how about hamburger, lasagna?”. Hah…now I gain my respect toward Jennifer. Proud of you girl!!
But I still love her. Nothing I can do. She’s my sister. My
only sister. Infact when she’s not around, I missed her. I just hope, one day,
I’ll be closer with her.Not really bothered anymore with the attention that she
got, She deserves it. Of course because she is beautiful. Seriously. I just
hope one day, we will open to each other more. Tell story more. Become closer
than ever. And she’s finally appreciate my taste in Korean things. Ah….I hope
Ya Allah…
Okay..I have to go now because today is the second day of Eid Mubarak so bye readers
X.O.X.O
D.L.
Okay..I have to go now because today is the second day of Eid Mubarak so bye readers
X.O.X.O
D.L.